Pass The GRAVY!

Dude IM BACK!

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 18:39:03 GMT

Dude, I finaly get back after all my time with mom at the comune...its AWSOME! I actualy managed to convince 3 guys of the dangers of smoking weed from that book that healer lady sent me! I also got some books before I left so we are living a much healthier more natural lifestyle. Dude the sumer solctice ROCKED! They let me be the lore-keeper and I had so much fun prancing around in this suit I had made especialy for it! All natural too! It was so totaly awsome.

Well I am ready to go back to school! I think I am going to drop quidditch so I can get better grades, I mean they werent bad...but I only got O's in my Healing and Hearth and homes class. I need to talk to my freinds more, Andie, Julian, Dealey, and RANJ!

I miss my freinds, it was stupid of me to get jelous and hide myself away for so long. Just cause I don't have a girlfreind dosn't mean people don't like me!

I was also thinking, maybe, even while I am mindhealing, I can sell some dresses on the side, beuaty is so important in these days, we heard stories even from where we were about how bad things have been. People need to learn to see how beutifull things are.

OOC thing

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 17:37:46 GMT

1. First name? Hermes
2.
2. Were you named after anyone? Yeah, the greek god of messages, weird too but mom thought the name looked cool.
3. 3. Do you wish on stars? All the time dude, all the time.

4. When did you last cry? The night after Blair ran off saying for me not to push her.
4.
5. Do you like your handwritiing? Uh..um sure?

6. What is your favorite lunch meat? HAM!
7. What is your birth date? April 30

8. What is your most embarrassing Record? Uh dude I am so not embaresed of any of the music I own.

9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? Uh… SURE I mean.. I guess I would be cool maybe?

18. Do you have a journal? Yeah!

19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Neh, that just makes it harder to communicate.
5.
22. What are your nicknames? Mostly stuff like uh..hermie or such, some captain hippy also from Cerise.

23. Would you bungee jump? Dude I would be so scared!

6. 24. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Neh I just…kick em off!
7.
25. Do you think that you are strong? Neh dude, its kinda embarrassing.
8.
26. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? I love rainbow sherbert
28. Shoe Size? Uh… not sure, I can’t make shoes.

29. Red or pink? Red!

30. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? Well uh, sometimes I feal like I miss stuff, like in conversations and stuff.

31. Who do you miss most? Ranj, I don’t see her much

32. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? NA

33. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? Tie dyed blue jeans and white shoes!
34. What are you listening to right now? Uh..the common room sounds

35. Last thing you ate? Dinner!

36. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Rainbow colored!.

37. What is the weather like right now? Dude its snowing awesome!

38. Last person you talked to on the phone? Mum!
9. 39. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their eyes, eyes are awesome dude. They really are the window to peoples souls.

40. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I stole this from Kyle ;P
41.Favorite Drink? Butterbeer!

43. Favorite Sport? Quidditch!

44. Hair Color? Brown-ish I think

45. Eye Color? Brown!

46. Do you wear glasses? Yeah! I can transfigure them to be sunglasses though!

48. Favorite Food? I live brownies!

49. Last Movie You Watched? I don’t really watch many movies
50. Favorite Day Of The Year? Christmas. Everyone is happy on Christmas. Well unless some prat screws it up for them.

51. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings? I love happy endings

52. Summer Or Winter? Summer! It feals more alive.

53. Hugs OR Kisses? Kisses, they are much closer and give you more connection to a person.
55. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? Brownies and chocolate!

56. Who Is Most Likely To Respond? Uh…

57. Who Is Least Likely To Respond? Um…

58. Living Arrangements? Hogwarts and with mum during the year.
59. What Books Are You Reading? Dude im reading the coolest book about the effect of crying on proper mindhealth!

60. What's On Your Journal? A peace sign!

62. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? Uh… no TV here dude.

63. Favorite Smells? Flowers are great.

64. Favorite Sounds? Music is great

65. Rolling Stones or Beatles? Beatles

66. What's the furthest you've been from home? Uh. London
10.
67. Do you have a special talent? Im an awesome tailor! I mean I don’t want to be like, prideful or anything but I guess im pretty good, AND im almost done with heathers dress.

Rose and Heather

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 05:34:27 GMT

Interesting stuff with both of them dudes. I think I am making progress with rose, I got her to calm down with kenny and she didn't poison anyone. She has DEEP issues with Alec though, like deep ones. The girl is way too Phlemetic-Meloncholic, like aunty pointed out that Vol er.. You know who might look but not so bad. But well, she is making an effort to improve and that’s already like...a huge leap. I was worried at first but, well I know how hard it must be to have nobody like you and well, everyone can be cured. Except maybe you know who.

Also met this COOL girl called Heather. She is in my house and really smart and stuff but shy and mousy. I’m making her a dress and well, I wanna help her out in looking good cause she likes this really posh and cute boy (Well I think she likes him anyways, she never admitted it to me) and I want to help get him to notice her. Its sad that some people are all like, hung up on physical beauty but everyone is beautiful, they just need the right work on em. And Mouse is pretty, she just needs to learn how to feel pretty. And that doesn’t mean change who she is either, she is classy and smart so she just has to play to her strengths. I hope she does find herself going out with adorable and classy guy, I mean, if I am going to be stalled with andie, Its nice to be able to give others the gift of happiness. Giving to other people makes all my own problems seem stupid and I like it like that.”

The whole break crammed into one little entry

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 13:27:59 GMT

Wow, where to start on the break. Ok I got real cool gifts from everyone! And people seemed to decide that I loved planting so I got lots of those but its cool . I need to work on my herbology and the stuff they gave me is SO COOL! Hmmm spoke to andie and we are remaining just friends, things are going.. um weird with her. Sometimes I feel closer to her and I wonder if maybe I have a chance, and sometimes well… I just feel like im a friend and maybe I should move on to someone else like Ranj and Auntie say. Hmmm they say I need to stop picking shy girls but I don’t have feelings for any non-shy girls! Aside from Annie and the spies I don’t even think I KNOW any.

I talked to a lot of people one break too! Made a shirt for this guy called landen and his wife? And when I delivered them I got invited to this party thing! Starla was there too it was awesome! Got some advice from adults on how to be a good mind healer, apparently I have to cut back on the drinking and stop the little smoking I do. I don’t mind so much the smoking cause well, I think I have come to the point that I can talk to the goddess without any help. I really have been working on being able to do that! But less butter beer? How can that stuff be bad? Hmm well I do want to be a mind healer so there.

Auntie got MARRIED! It was great, they both looked fabulous even if Uncle was mean. Andie and Kyle were there too. Well uh, I brought andie, in her new dress no less. She looked FAMOO!

Oh uh Rose came to me to see if she can change, I want to help her but it looks like its going to be a long uphill climb. Still she is afraid of seeing a real mind healer so I will have to do until I can get her to a point where I can talk her into going to see Perry.

Oh uh, about linds parents, its real sad but I really can’t help. That’s Jules domain, and Aubre. They know her better and she smiles around them. Poor little thing. I hope she can keep smiling.

Dude!

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 15:22:12 GMT

01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. What's my middle name/s?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Colour eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings?:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
14. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things i love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking?:
18. How would you describe me to someone?:
19. Would you ever date me?:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me?:
22: If we could spend a day together what would we do?:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married?:
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your Livejournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least once a day?

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 23:03:44 GMT

Dude, I sent andie a notebook thing in this notebook idea we have, told her everything. I know that’s a bit mean but I need to get it off my chest. I want to give up and just go the way of the monks. Starla MAY possibly likes me which sucks cause well… I don’t know, I still got lots of feelings for andie. If she does though… maybe I should give her a chance. Its not like I really think Andie likes me. Hell im lucky if she talks to me again. I think im going to let the tri of evil have their way with my love life if Andie says no though. .. gah. Im not even going to talk about how bad I screwed up with the potion contest. I can’t look the Salamander in the eye.

OH Christmas Gifts!

Andie: Her Dress and a collection of the Pirate books.
Julian: Hufflepuff color dress robes, dude thease came out REAL nice.
Dealey: A muggle suit that is a mix of modern and 18 century French, it fits dude, I just hope I don’t have to hem.
Dougal: A Slytherin themed scarf
Annie: A new Stephen King book.
Ranjit: A half-sari half gown red dress. The hardest to make.
Starla: A bunch of spy novels.
Cerise: Some tie-dye mittens charmed to remain warm.
Jessica: A tiger and tulip themed t-shirt
Auntie: A Honedukes Chocolate Fuge Surprise Kit.
Mum: A muggle book on herbs and a tie-dye dress
Dad; A nice formal tie.
Blair: A Healing arts book, PLEASE accept this gift Blair.. its Christmas.
Val: A Kerchief… HEY I TRIED STARLA!

OOC: All of you would get thease on Christmas Morning in the mail if I don’t give it to you first.

Ooc: Stolen from BOTH blair and Starla.. THEIF MASTER!

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 14:41:07 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie/book/fictional character reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a substance to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. Or at least me.
5. I'll tell you my favorite memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal or plant you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

Of heartbreak and kisses

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 14:40:10 GMT

WOW, what has happend since I last wrote. Jules and dougal are together, which means he broke up with Ranj. I was the one who caught him and I feal kinda bad for jules, Im suppose I am lucky he spazed out or I might have gotten angry and done something stupid. Im sorta happy for him though.

Now on to Ranj.. whoa dude. Well I spoke to her to comfort her some, I think it worked and I think she is calmer now. Then well we sorta got into the topic of me somehow and why I am not dating her. She kissed me.... to let me know I was kissable and well wow, it was nice. She taste kinda like cinnamon and apples. We agreed to be freinds though, and we spoke some about well my choice in girls. Could I really be choosing girls in order to be assurred their rejection? Well both her and my auntie told me to try and STAY freinds with Andie rather then accidently letting myself slip up and do something stupid so I will. Poor girl.

Going home for theh olidays which I suppose is ok. Auntie's wedding is going to take place so thats good. Well got to get back to ranj's sari I am makingh er for yule ball.

Ooc More!

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 01:46:40 GMT

The Random Question Meme!

An array of completely random questions about my friends!

What's up with blair_alexander?: Aww dude, she is a great kid! Just is shy... and traditional is all I guess.
What kind of person would you set up with andieperry?: *TURNS BRIGHT RED* Uh maybe a young ravenclaw hippy type named after a greek god with interest in mindhealing?
What does abigailwiggins think of America's involvement in Iraq?: She probly thinks it hasn't happend yet!
What is mort_thitch's favorite band?: Uh... does that guy even listen to music?
Whom does val_selkirk get along best with?: Starla as far as I have seen cause she sticks up for him.
How long have you known slyth_chels?: Since quidditch camp!
Can foxycamilla do a headstand?: Uh.. sure?
How many siblings does anniemous have?: None I think...
Can lis_palancher become invisible at will?: Sadly yes, she is such a cool kid too!
Did scholarsoldier steal the cookie from the cookie jar?: Uh... maybe?
What four adjectives best describe kyle_putnam?: Uh, Kyle, Quidditch-playing, Acacia-Dating and Gryffendor?
What would ranji do with half a million dollars (U.S.)?: I think take some and live well and then give some to mungo's
What's the biggest difference between dougaldonnelly and raven_jessica?: They are both very calm and reserved but Dougal has this sorta... not there fealing while Jess has this at peace on the surface but whoa! underneath fealing
Would you sooner donate a kidney to gavaughan or danielsoong?: I don't know either so I guess Daniel cause he is a prefect. Can't I have my aunt just.. make one though?
What is julianslade allergic to?: Rumors

This is by heptadecagram. You can find your own completely random questions here.

Do you feel enlightened now?

The Random Question Meme!

An array of completely random questions about my friends!

What kind of underwear does carrington_lamb wear?: Uh... femisit underwear
What animal does starladay most remind you of?: Whoa uh...A hampster I must say cause she is clever, fast and cute.
What would ranji and foxycamilla inherit from ninjalindsey's will?: Aside from Neejah powers? Well I think alot of badger stuff
Why did lis_palancher cross the road?: To avoid having to dance.
What is blair_alexander's favorite movie?: Uh...Gone With the Wind maybe?
Can abigailwiggins become invisible at will?: Uh... she is an adult. Maybe?
What is anniemous's favorite meal?: Gum? No :P Uh, she looks like a turkey dinner type.
Have you ever suspected val_selkirk of being a lifelike robot?: There is a certain level of...Selkirk-ery that only a human could have.
Can huffie_paige do a headstand?: I guess so..
What do you think of when you see danielsoong?: DUDE im SOO sorry I suck at astronomy!
What happened the last time you and dealeymccarthy were hanging out together?: Uh.. smoke cam out of his ears? I suppose thats more innocent if you mention the Pepper-up potion.
After a cataclysmic war, whom would you pair with andieperry to repopulate the Earth?: YOU PEOPLE ARE SO MEAN *turns bright red*
What does gavaughan think of America's involvement in Iraq?: Again, dosn't know its happened yet!
Where did mort_thitch leave the remote?: In uh...the beyong?
Would dougaldonnelly look better not wearing pants, or not wearing a shirt?: To be honest? Not wearing a Shirt.
What would happen if you were to date scholarsoldier?: Uh...his parrents would kill the poor boy.

And I would find a badjer shaped nunchuck aiming at my head.

This is by heptadecagram. You can find your own completely random questions here.

Do you feel enlightened now?

ooc: HA HA suffer val SUFFER!

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 19:04:06 GMT

OOC More testness

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 23:23:48 GMT

HUFFLEPUFF!

You scored 8% Slytherin, 36% Ravenclaw, 32% Gryffindor, and 56% Hufflepuff!

You might belong in Hufflepuff,

Where they are just and loyal

These patient Hufflepuffs are true

And unafraid of toil.

Hufflepuffs are known for their loyal, hard-working, and humble demeanors.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 4% on Slytherin
You scored higher than 64% on Ravenclaw
You scored higher than 18% on Gryffindor
You scored higher than 98% on Hufflepuff

Link: The Sorting Hat Test written by leeannslytherin on Ok Cupid

More Woes.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 16:03:41 GMT

Dude, well first off, I am almost over Blair and well, my fealings for Ranjit have settled down into this weird freind/crush hybrid area. So thats good. But then Ahhh more people have to come up. I wonder if I don't have too much of a sanguine personality or something.

I had a crush on Dougal for a bit but the more I talk to him the more I see him as just a incredibly cute weird creepy freind. He can be a bit mean to dealey and well, I don't know if we would click.

Now the bad crush is all annies fault. See she decided she wanted to set me up with someone. Her first guess was starla which was kidna surpising. And then when I mentioned I was making Andie a dress she LATCHED on to that idea. The worst part is, dude, she was kidna right, I had been staring into her eyes and thinking about her and stuff and I didn't even notice!

So... I got some chocolate-cinnamon to cure the shyness, met Andie in the library and ...asked her to the dance. Uh, kidna a mistake, she freaked out, started studdering. Poor girl I must have scared her outta her head. Then she told me boys make her nervous so to kinda..ease her I told her she made me nervous. THEN SHE ASKED WHY!

Well It would be wrong not to tell her so I told her I sorta liked her and she...well she freaked out, she barely said a word. I gave her a small kiss on the cheak but well, nothing. I was worried I might have actualy done something to her heath.

Ohh...dammit. Why did I have to be so... Frenetic and act before I thought! Now she is probly never going to be able to talk to me and.... AWWW! Dude, I hope she can talk to me later or something. I just feal kinda bad about what im putting her through.

ooc WOOT im conforming!

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 04:17:08 GMT

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The Prioress

You scored 10% Cardinal, 87% Monk, 52% Lady, and 27% Knight!
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You are a moral person and are also highly intellectual. You like your
solitude but are also kind and helpful to those around you. Guided by a belief
in the goodness of mankind you will likely be christened a saint after your
life is over.

You scored high as both the Lady and the Monk. You can try again to
get a more precise description of either the Monk or the lady, or you can
be happy that you're an individual.

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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 2% on Cardinal
You scored higher than 99% on Monk
You scored higher than 85% on Lady
You scored higher than 5% on Knight

Thoth

Indeed, you are 75% erudite, 58% sensual, 33% martial, and 16% saturnine.

Thoth, the Egyptian
God of secret wisdom, intellect, geometry and other forms of higher mathematics,
was also the God of books and learning, of writing and numbers. And above
all, he was the God of Magic. Indeed, he was the first and greatest of all
magicians, said to create miracles from nothing by the mere vibrations of
his voice alone.

Within his main temple were said to be stored his books of magic which
were open for the edification of all, providing those absorbing this magic
understood its sacred content. Over the centuries, these books were said
to have been carefully translated by various priests of secret orders until
finally, the Greeks compiled them as the works of Hermes Trismegistus.

One book most everyone is familiar with which is attributed to the mysteries of the God Thoth is the Tarot,
considered to be an unbound book of symbols that may be read in an endless
variety of sequences imitating the random nature of existence itself.

The Fifteen Gods

These are the 15 categories of this test. If you score above average in �

�all or none of the four variables: Dagda. �
Erudite: Thoth. �
Sensual: Frey. �
Martial: Mars. �
Saturnine: Mictlantecuhtli. �

Erudite & Sensual: Amun. �
Erudite & Martial: Odin. �
Erudite & Saturnine: Anubis. �
Sensual & Martial: Zeus. �
Sensual & Saturnine: Cernunnos. �
Martial & Saturnine: Loki. �

Erudite, Sensual & Martial: Lug. �
Erudite, Sensual & Saturnine: Coyote. �
Erudite, Martial & Saturnine: Hades. �
Sensual, Martial & Saturnine: Pan.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 44% on erudite
You scored higher than 15% on sensual
You scored higher than 3% on martial
You scored higher than 0% on saturnine

Link: The Mythological God Test written by Nitsuki on Ok Cupid

Link: The Who Would You Be in 1400 AD Test written by KnightlyKnave on OkCupid Free Online Dating

Ooc: Whoa thank gods its not ic

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 20:31:11 GMT

Ooc : X-men!

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 03:26:26 GMT

You scored as Jean Grey. Jean Grey is likely the most powerful X-Man. She loves Cyclops very much but she has a soft spot for Wolverine. She's psychic so she can sense how others are feeling and tries to help them. She also has to control her amazing powers or the malevolent Phoenix entity could take control of her and wreak havok. Powers: Telekinetic, Telepathic

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Jean Grey

80%

Storm

65%

Nightcrawler

60%

Beast

60%

Iceman

50%

Rogue

45%

Wolverine

40%

Emma Frost

40%

Cyclops

35%

Colossus

25%

Gambit

25%

Most Comprehensive X-Men Personality Quiz 2.0
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Insult and the Library

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 22:51:16 GMT

Dude, so what have I forgoten to write, ok, almost done with the Salamanders labcoat, I am making it big so it fits and I am going to ask some of the older students to charm the living daylights out of it so that it is stain proof.

Some girl, Namia she said her name was, told me that as a muggleborn I shouldn't touch my 'betters' and well, she just talked me down so much. Dude, it hurt, I gave her a chocolate to keep from doing anything stupid walked off and well, just sulked. Julian found me though, really cheered me up. To know a big old pureblood like him values me. It helps me deal with that liiiiitttle tiny doubt that I might be wrong.

Met this really cute boy today. Name is dougal. I don't know he just... swarms with this quiet mystery which I like about him. But sometimes its warm and sometimes its cold. I don't know what I think about him, I mean, I want someone I can relate to. Even worse is what if he has that whole pureblood thing going. I am going to wait and see, even if i want to rush it to get over Blair and Ranjit before the dreams and daydreams become too much to bear. I suppose maybe I can read something on those in a healing book.

OOC: Pirated From Danial Yaaarg

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 12:26:44 GMT

Name: Hermes Erikson-Llyr
What is your occupation?: Student, and amature dressmaker
Your age?: 13
Time you got up this morning?: Uh... when the sun did I think
Had for breakfast?: Some pumpkinjuice, Pancake, bit of bacon when dealey wasn't looking.
House: Ravenclaw
--Either Or--
Nundu or flobberworm: Flobberworm, its.harmless?
Diamonds or pearls?: Pearls look nicer
Cats or dogs?: Uh dogs? They are nicer
Morning or evening?: Ok dude! Morning is so much prettier
Black or white?: White, cause its all the colors
Book or television?: Book dude, its like...imagine your own telivision in your head.
Jungle or Tundra?: Tundra, snow can be so pretty
Ocean or desert?: Ocean, I love the sound of the waves
Milk or Orange Juice?: OJ dude, it just taste better
Romantic or exciting?: Romantic, I uh.. *blushes* yeah
Peace or war?: MAKE PEACE NOT WAR!
Hunter or prey?: How about uh....Symbiant.. thats a nicer thing isn't it?
--More questions:--
What is your warcry?: PEACE!
Favorite color?: I love blue but im also pretty partial to silver
Favorite drink?: Butterbeer, its like happyness in a cup!
Favorite food?: I like chicken soup, its soothing (Sorry Ranj and Deal!)
Favorite animal?: Uh.. maybe an eagle, they are pretty.
Favorite song?: Give Peace a chance :)
Favorite weather?: Sunny, so I can use my glasses
Your ideal vacation?: To visit some castles in europe
Your ideal girl/boyfriend?: Someone smart, but really nice. Maybe a bit shy but with that heart there and who can apreciate the things I do.
Your best meal ever?: My Sorting Feast. When food just popped out of nowhere...dude.
--More personal questions--
Who are your closest friends?: Ranjit, Dealey, Blair, Justin, Auntie, Annie
Who do you trust the most?: I trust all my freinds dude.
Biggest pet-peeve?: People being mean to others and people suffering
What keeps the Dementors away?(Memory): I guess when I got to meet dad.
Why are you in your house?: Cause I love to read and to learn. Somepeople tell me I don't sound smart but dude, I know my healing arts.
Where do you live? At Hogwarts, or with Mum
Would you kill for someone?: I don't know... I cant say right now but I hope not.
Would you die for someone?: Yeah, I suppose I would
What's your main goal?: To become a Mindhealer
Who do you love the most?: Auntie Ranj and Blair which pretty much covers every connotation of the word love.
Your biggest weakness?: Im muggle-born, and not straight. Also I can be pretty doubting of myself
Your biggest strength?: I can sympathize really well with people.
Do you fear the boogy-man?: Uh..well we all do, thats why he is the boogy-man. The boogy-man represents what we most fear.
--Ratings(Rate your abilities from 1 to 10!!! :))
Dancing: -10
Skating: 1
Playing Intrument(What kind?): 2
Fighting: 3
Cooking: 5
Singing: 2
Art(What kind?): 9 (Making Cloths)
Writing(What kind?): 6 (I write some fairy tales from time to time)
Sports(What sports?): 7 QUIDDITCH!
Social Outlook: 6 (I guess im good with people, just not the dating part)
Other: Healing Arts- 9 Potions-1 but slowly becoming a 5 thanks to Mander, Hippy-10 perfect score!

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 04:19:17 GMT

I talked to AUNTY! She was fine with it! Just fine, told me to be carefull but she said lots of famous people were homosexual. Not so many were.. whatever I am but still.. its good. Im not going to mungo's least not through her!

I also asked her about Rylis and her father, she gave some advice but.. im still scared for her.

Dude, talked to Sean, I don't know yet, im holding back judgment.

OHH AND DUDE! Professer Salmander (Salamander?) is soo cool. He is the best potions proffesor ever. He taught me how to visualize sewing when I cut the stuff and... well I actualy mader a pepperpex potion. He actualy taught me how to make a potion. Its great, I hope I am good in class. Maybe I can make him a shirt to thank him, or a muggle labcoat to protect him from potions.

Talked to Deal and Starla also... its good, all in all a good day.

The Dance

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 12:27:27 GMT

Dude, much as I hate to jump on the angst train, the dance was...sucky pretty much.

Everyone liked my costume when I came in but well after that is when things got weird.

I went out to dance with amaryllis who was being shy as all Merlin's beard. That didn't turn out so well as I actualy managed to knock both of us over.

Selkirk managed to prove he was capable of even more prattary then I had thought before. I honestly don't know a single goon more...prattized then him.

Alright then dude, I went back in the dance, only to see Blair, looking beutifull in a Helen of Troy costume. I spoke a little, she fled in terror, I spoke some more and well... she seemed uncomforatable beyond belif, I had enough.

I joined Jules, Dealey, some beefy slytherin in the Divinations room, thinking Ranj would be there and I could get my last dance. She wasn't but well, if justin was going to leave her be, and he was actualy snogging her (Strong speculation chaps but I think he is) then who am I to go down there to find her and demend a dance. Even if she is the only reason I went to this thing.

Dealey came out to his mum, im really worried for him but I do admire his courage. I want to help him, protect him but, well if his dad finds out and decideds to send him to mungo or if a howler is sent and the teachers find out. Well, I just couldn't be a mindhealer if I saw them forcibly "cure" dealey. He isn't hurting anyone by being like he is, just like im not.

Well dealey left as did blond and beefy with this tiny little hufflepuff who looked as if we would atack her somehow. I danced with dealey once and then... me and jules has a bit of a spat and I decided to just go to the library where I should have spent the night anyways. Deal is falling for some other guy so I need to track this guy down and give him 'the interview' on deal's behalf.

The library was honestly the best part, save for this small bit where I went downstairs to watch Donnele come out of a mirror, I mean dude poor girl, if you have to come out of a mirror to get here I bet she was somewhere sucky.

Kiat and Gavin sorta talked me down from my glumness and I am going to talk to Gavin about those Pureblooded dating rules to see if he can explain them to me. Maybe there is an appeals process or something.

I am also making Andie a dress, sweet girl but she is just so nervous around me, I wonder if I need to be de-clawed or something. The dress looks like it will be nice though and I think I should hang out with andie more.... Its nice to have a freind you can read with, just hope she isn't always so scared of me, dude, that would be rank.

Freaky!

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 12:30:05 GMT

Whoa, Dude, if you ever seen the birds you know how the Courtyard looked the other day. I didn’t even know we HAD that many firsties, it was freaky. I kept imagining those old horror pictures and all of them coming after me and stuff…

What DID happen was Kenny attacked rose over that love potion thing and well, I tried to put some order but there was just too much chaos. A professor and the head girl took care of it though. And then Selkirk, bloody prat, started ranting about bad blood and that’s when I knew I should split before I blow a fuse.

Spoke to rylis and asked her to the dance. I don’t like her or anything like that, I mean she is a sweet girl but just friends I think. I just, she looked kinda lonely when I asked her who she was going with, and I KNOW I feel lonely about going alone so…2 birds one net, or something.

I worry about her though, she said something bout being scared of her dad, him marrying her off to some old man to pay off a debt. It just.. really blows from what she told me. I am going to talk to aunty to see if she can do anything and also…I’m going to tell her.

Dude I told Jules and he seemed confused, more confused that I didn’t pick who I liked. That’s weird but…are they all taught to do that? Did Blair PICK not to like me because of something or other? Too weird, I just hope aunty doesn’t throw me in mungos.

Hogsmade Weekend

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 06:59:48 GMT

Dude, wow, things are seriously getting, wow.

I went to Hogsmade today, WIZARD CANDY RULES! Thats all I can say about that except it can make you turn blue or pink or stuff. Totaly awsome.

Well, Ranjit started off fealing like she was avoiding me but turns out uh.. she was really just otherwise disposed. Poor girl, so close to the dance too. But well, I think I made it clear to her that even though i like her, I want to keep it at freinds level.

We bought an owl together, her names Serenity cause she is this big beutifull calm grey owl that has yet to do anything more violent then nibble on my finger when I give her food.

We all went in the Broomsticks, made my peace with Julian and even told him about my.. uh..condition as the books call it. I think he wants to talk about it as he was really confused that I wasn't 100 straight. Im also wondering if I should tell my aunt, i mean, I know she can help me deal with it, but I don't know if her verion of dealing with it is drugging me up so I no longer like boys, which I don't want to happen, I like how I am, even if it took me this long to accept it.

Blair gave me back the dress, I havn't even opend it yet, its just... starting at me. I mean, much as I am trying to be calm with her, Julian is right, there really isn't ANYTHING I can do with the dress.... cept scrap it but, she asked me not to. And scraping it just feals so... final. Well, me and blair agreed to be freinds and I got to kiss her hand, twice.

Yeah yeah , I know its not a real kiss but its the closest I got and even while I know I wont have her, little things like being able to hold the door for her, or kiss her hand or make her blush in a good way make me feal good.

Dude, selkirk is the biggest smack of life. Here I am trying to pretend im not jelous of Ranj and Jules and he is prattling on in his little rich boy voice about how happy they are and all this other stuff. The boy is either a compleate prat, or as emotionaly perceptive as a bludger. I am willing to bet he is aiming for points on both collums.

Met a girl called Camilla, she is pretty groovy. Know lots about owls so I am going to have her teach me how to take care of serenity. I wonder, is ranj up to something with her? Like, doing evil plotting sort of stuff? Also.. I saw THAT girl again, and she was talking to the Selkirk Raha. Why is a girl so beutifull atracted to him? I know its all lust with her but..well..dude.. she is REEEALY hot!

Oct 28

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 06:58:17 GMT

Things just, suck right now.

I treid to ask Blair to the dance and when she said no, I spent all night making her a really nice dress, she well she couldn't take it, because she has been promised to marry someone. I don't know why but I ...felt so low, I just ran off, dumping the dress Gaia knows where.

My aunt and Ranj have been chearing me up though. Even though there was that weird bit with Dealey today. Poor guy, but he has to realize, guys can't go around kissing other guys no matter how much we may want to.....

But anyways.. I don't know what to do about Ranjit, Julian is right, the fact that she likes him and he isn't acting on it is making me angry. It would be nice if girls like her and blair liked me sometime but...well its her heart and I trust it to be true. I guess I will just try to help her and Jules hook up and value her freindship. Value Dealeys freindship too, even if the poor kid isn't my type. As mean as this sounds, he has all of the flaws traditionaly associated with both girls AND boys, but he will find someone im sure.

For now im just going to, sulk alitle, let it all out. If things get bad enough I might ask for a chearing charm or some chocolate. I guess I have to go to the dance though.... oh well.